You don't know what you've got until it's gone.

RIP Lauren and Chase.

It was a good year.
No.
It was an amazing year.

And the way it ended off wasn't too good.
But I will remember this until the day I die.

And I will remember him until the day I die,

as being the most amazing and supportive boy ever.

I love you, Chase Cameron Boisjoile.
now and forever.
and you promised the same thing.
I hope it sticks.

I will miss so many things. So so so so so so so many things.
So many things made our relationship unique.

I have so many regrets.

I took advantage of him so much...
I never thought that he would be the one ending it.

I never thought it would end.

Now that's it's over, all I can do is wait until my heart is healed.

And if Chase is reading this:
I hope he knows that I will be here for him every step of the way. No matter what happened, he was always there for me.
And I will always be here for him.
Even after he gets a new (and very lucky) girlfriend,
I will be there ♥

By the way, I complained a lot in my previous posts. But they were just trying to get my (very selfish) thoughts out. Honestly, I feel like nothing really matters much anymore, pertaining to that.

I can't wait until we can be best friends again (: