I honestly can't believe that it's been two months, yet the pain is still oh-so-real, and quite prevalent.

Probably moreso now, because I see him happy every day with her, while during our time together he was usually sad, depite my efforts to make it otherwise.

She does it quite easily.

Which then makes me think, "Is there something wrong with the way I am?"

Because if I have the power to make someone misreable all the time... obviously there is something very wrong.

Either that, or she has something wonderful that I have never had.

Which also makes me doubt myself.

I just hate how I tried so hard to make things work out for us and it just wasn't good enough. Like he already had his heart set on her...