Oh gosh.

I've been good at refraining from writing "emotional" posts lately, but I have all this crap in my head and I need to get it out somehow.

So my emotional stance right now is confusing me a lot more than is healthy. :|

I mean, you are a great guy and I love you to pieces, but I'm beginning to think it's more of a best friend love than a romantic love.

Don't get me wrong, I tried to like you, I honestly did, but that's just the thing. I had to try. Which probably means that things would be... weird. I don't know. But I don't want to lose you as a friend, because you are awesome.

But it's hard to tell you, because you say so many nice things and while it makes me happy, it also makes me guilty that I don't "feel the same way", and then I get nervous that you'll think I'm playing you and get mad :(

But that's not my intentions. I swear on everything.

We are just too different somehow that's really hard to explain. A difference that works well in a friendship, but probably wouldn't work well in a relationship.

Yikes. I'm sorry :(

And then I feel really bad because quite a few people are pressuring me to like you, and they ask me a lot if I do. I don't like to disappoint (unless it's Danielle with her constant cries of "Chase 2.0!").

Oh, Blogspot, what to do.